October 2011
1 post
July 2011
12 posts
T-Cell Prolymphocytic Leukemia (T-PLL) is a very rare and aggressive form of Leukemia, with approx. 10 cases/year in the US. Most Oncologists have never seen a case, and because of this, it is a good idea to learn as much as you can about it. If you have been diagnosed with T-PLL, or are caring for someone diagnosed with it, you are probably pretty “lonely” - but not alone.
i just found out my grandad has leukemia. 9 months is not a very long time.
thegreenriverkiller-deactivated asked: I'll let you off if you're getting paid then....tut , you owe me :p
April 2011
7 posts
I wish
that our lives weren’t so intertwined. You are everywhere I go!! Sick of it. And then I make myself miserable by trying to be interested in your life! GRRR I’m an idiot.
SAVE ME FROM MY MIND PLEASE!!! Going insane.
Holiday was ace. I want to keep him please. x
huh
i know why i’m angry, it’s because i miss you.
i don’t want to even believe that.
tonight i wonder if this is really what i want to do.
thegreenriverkiller-deactivated asked: I'm good thanks my dear , yourself ?? Sorry for the late reply this stupid site doesnt tell you when people have replied xxx I hope lifes all good :)
I am frightened
of seeing you. How could I possibly react to you? Just seeing your photo on Facefuck makes me fill up with angry blood. The thought of encountering you STILL chills me to the bone. I HATE confrontation, and I know that that’s all you would bring. I think that’s why I’m so reluctant to go out. Facing my past with you is injuring my future as a real life person. I hate that...
March 2011
12 posts
it's my birthday
and i feel like shit.
YAaAAAaAAYY!
Stoner:
You have made my social life hell. You horrible, horrible person.
I feeel a debilitating awkwardness when speaking to ANYONE I met through you. Because of you. Cheers for that. It’s like I’ve reverted back to my shy, mute, overthinking 12 year old innerself.
I can’t even visit my OWN house - which I’ve had to rent to MORE of your friends because I can’t bear to live...
You make me giddy.
I just tried to write to you with my dream from last night. I touched the wrong combination of keys and wiped the whole story. I hope I dream it again. It was bizarre.
I’ll go and watch planes land with you any time.
thegreenriverkiller-deactivated asked: Hello :)
this time last year
i was in bed, unable to move, off my teeth on codeine, recovering from a miscarriage.
February 2011
32 posts
I'm being
All creepy needy idiot again and it’s really irritating me, so it MUST be irritating him.
BLAR. That’s all I can say. I want this to work. But I’m scaring him off because I’m a dick. JESUS I have got to stop doing the needy thing. Maybe going back to work next week will make things easier. Having nothing to do doesn’t make the (hopefully) start of a relationship...
Mum says
That when I’m happy she can see me glowing.
Like a glow worm. Do you think I have a glowy bottom?
I’m glad, because I haven’t been happy for a long time now.
Probably about.. 8 months? Maybe more than that.
These are proper smiles, not the empty ones that people have been noticing.
I just hope I don’t scare them away. Or him. Or myself.
Clever!!
Tegan & Sara
From hundreds of miles you cry like a baby You plead with me, shout, scream, tell me I’m staying I know I know I know, I’m still your love Back from the last place that I wanted to fake you Laugh with me, shout, scream now tell me you’re staying I know I know I know, you’re still my love The same as I love you, you’ll always love me too This love isn’t good...