All creepy needy idiot again and it’s really irritating me, so it MUST be irritating him.

BLAR. That’s all I can say. I want this to work. But I’m scaring him off because I’m a dick. JESUS I have got to stop doing the needy thing. Maybe going back to work next week will make things easier. Having nothing to do doesn’t make the (hopefully) start of a relationship very easy. TOO MUCH TIME TO THINK. Must stop.

FFffFFfFfFFFFffffffuuuuuuuuuu….